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In a World We Don't Belong...
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Hips And MakersHips And Makers by Kristin Hersh
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A real life Sylvia Plath story (and stated survivor of depression) who made it out. However, this captures the experience without being denatured. "Your Ghost" is one of the most haunting songs ever.
Dogs Blood RisingDogs Blood Rising by Current 93
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One of the most nihilistic industrial/electronic albums ever concluding with a totally nihilistic deconstruction of a Simon and Garfunkel classic. A soundtrack to the crucifiction of a certain popular figure some millenia ago.
ParanoidParanoid by Black Sabbath
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"War Pigs" gets this on the list alone. Could be taken as anti-war or just a celebration of the destruction of humanity. And "Paranoia" itself is a celebration of a state that people would rather not be in but many sadly are (and loving it as well!)
Gaspard De La Nuit (French Edition)Gaspard De La Nuit (French Edition) by Aloysius Bertrand
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Perfect recollection of the days of absinthe and tuberculosis and an inspiration to Edgar Allen Poe and Baudelaire. Must read.
Carnival of Souls (1962) (B&W)Carnival of Souls (1962) (B&W)
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What entering a dissociative state is like. A comment on the anomie in society. An inspiration on "Night of the Living Dead". Or just a great horror flick (without the gore). Take your pick.
Dead Can DanceDead Can Dance by Dead Can Dance
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When Dead Can Dance were a post punk band and just starting on the emerging goth scene. Reccomended for fans of course but far more dark and disturbing (and less pretentious) than their later works.
The CrematorThe Cremator
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Could be said to be a (respectful) parable of the Holocaust or the loss of humanity implicit in the society it was condemning. Either way a study into the horrific loss of humanity.
Selected Ambient Works, Vol. 2Selected Ambient Works, Vol. 2 by Aphex Twin
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Unfortunately this work in dark ambient has been ignored by some people as "wallpaper music" but if it is its more like the "Yellow Wallpaper" in a house slowing descending into insanity. Worth it.
Toxic Psychiatry: Why Therapy, Empathy and Love Must Replace the Drugs, Electroshock, and Biochemical Theories of the "New Psychiatry"Toxic Psychiatry: Why Therapy, Empathy and Love Must Replace the Drugs, Electroshock, and Biochemical Theories of the "New Psychiatry" by Peter Breggin
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A commentary on the system designed to help people gone awry. Thankfully as a clinically documented survivor of the long term after effects of many of these medications (tardive psychosis, tardive dysphrenia, tardive dysmentia) described in the book, its essential to know there is a new generation in store that will never cause it again (google "Dr. Javitt, glycine").
Pornography [Deluxe Edition]Pornography [Deluxe Edition] by The Cure
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"It doesn't really matter if we all die...". Need I say more?
CrocodilesCrocodiles by Echo & the Bunnymen
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One of Liverpool's finest (of the post punk era). "Villier's Terrace" is a sobering look into a world of addiction and madness.
Script of the Bridge: 25th Anniversary EditionScript of the Bridge: 25th Anniversary Edition by The Chameleons UK
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Similar to Echo and the Bunnymen but still unique post punk angst ridden nightmare that you choose not to wake up from (complete with a live concert).
Waiting for a MiracleWaiting for a Miracle by The Comsat Angels
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Edgy, ethereal post punk portrait of despair.
Metal BoxMetal Box by Public Image Limited
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This "product" as John Lydon referred to is worth owning as a spit in the face to the group that invented that concept (and everything that came before it).
White ChalkWhite Chalk by PJ Harvey
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A quiet stroll down an English country lane towards a drowning pool or a well of tears. Unlike anything P.J. Harvey has ever done (or probably will).
Colour GreenColour Green by Sibylle Baier
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Melancholy poetic slice of life portrait that wasn't released until years later.
The Marble IndexThe Marble Index by Nico
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A world devoid of meaning yet enunciated in crystal clear vocalizations. Nico's departure as a pop singer and return to the nihilism of the Velvet Underground which she would never leave lyrically.
EverythingEverything by Teenage Jesus & the Jerks
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As Lydia Lunch said in one of her (as yet unreleased on dvd) films "Shut up and suffer!". And I do mean now.
The Yellow WallpaperThe Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
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Feminist denunciation of the emerging profession of psychiatry trying to control and subdue women and symptomatize their very existence. For a long while they succeeded.
Prozac Nation (Movie Tie-In)Prozac Nation (Movie Tie-In) by Elizabeth Wurtzel
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And a modern update...
The Collected Poems (P.S.)The Collected Poems (P.S.) by Sylvia Plath
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Not much need to say why this was relevant. The very real personal experience of depression in a society that had not progressed much beyond "The Yellow Wallpaper" in its thinking.
The InfernoThe Inferno by Dante
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A descriptive and allegorical depiction of the realms of hell and the condemned.
Half Machine Lip Moves/Alien SoundtracksHalf Machine Lip Moves/Alien Soundtracks by Chrome
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No one said you had to be human to enjoy life...
The Second Annual Report of Throbbing GristleThe Second Annual Report of Throbbing Gristle by Throbbing Gristle
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"Industrial Music for Industrial People" as it says on the original album. Not sure what an "industrial person" is but its worth seeing if you qualify. Spliced segments of humanity reassembled and repackaged again and again.
The Golden Hour of the FutureThe Golden Hour of the Future by The Future
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A living incarnation of "Brave New World". Electronic experiments that are a dysphoric, post punk version of Wendy Carlos and nothing like the band that would become the Human League.
Acid Dreams: TestamentAcid Dreams: Testament by Various Artists
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Some of the songs such as "Acid Head", "I'm a Living Sickness" and "Painted Air" have a proto goth sound that is clearly seperate from the usual fare from the "summer of love" but above the typical garage rock fare. Indescribable compilation of completely unknown bands.
Farewell AldebaranFarewell Aldebaran by Judy Henske & Jerry Yester
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Psychedelic yet from the book "Unknown Legends" was inspired by a bout with high fever during a strep throat. The Moog embelishments and darker take in some of the songs makes this a unique album.
Alfred Kubin: Drawings, 1897-1909Alfred Kubin: Drawings, 1897-1909 by Annegret Hoberg
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An early painting on the expressionist scene that lived his whole life in depression (and ultimately ended it). A Freudian self loathing take on humanity, warfare and sexuality.
Darger: The Henry Darger Collection at the American Folk Art MuseumDarger: The Henry Darger Collection at the American Folk Art Museum by Brooke Davis Anderson
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Worthy of an analysis by Freud though dissociative identity disorder might be a good guess. In society was a harmless individual but his mental landscape reveals malevolent thoughts (or perhaps a fear of others or himself). We may never know.
The Annotated Hans Christian Andersen (The Annotated Books)The Annotated Hans Christian Andersen (The Annotated Books) by Hans Christian Andersen
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A good case study analysis of some of the more popular stories by a children's writer who was actually writing of his depression and inability to relate to humanity. For a more mature work (and the end of his life) that shows that he could very well have been a poet (as was his original career intentions) read "Aunty Toothache". And yes Oscar Wilde was reading him as well (and inspired).
American PsychoAmerican Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis
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If you get past the misogyny (and yes its hard to) a good (and quaint, considering the current economy) depiction of the yuppie as serial killer (perhaps of society at large).
White Light/White HeatWhite Light/White Heat by The Velvet Underground
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A speed ridden overdrive into nihilism and feedback.
The Downward SpiralThe Downward Spiral by Nine Inch Nails
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Going down screaming and pulling the bystanders down the same path. Need I say more?
Pain TeensPain Teens by Pain Teens
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Almost reads like a diary, found post suicide. Goth industrial band sadly overlooked.
BlueBlue by Joni Mitchell
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Of course this was going to be here. As the 60's counterculture began to ebb into the desperation of what followed a personal portrait that has the artist's specific take on the depths of life in general.
The Electric LuciferThe Electric Lucifer by Bruce Haack
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Somewhat dated but pionering in its use of the Moog and somewhat darker trappings at trying to convert Lucifer (probably not possible).
SuspiriaSuspiria by Goblin
Regardless of people's take on the movie for myself I would prefer the soundtrack alone (note Goblin were a premier prog rock group) and creating your nightmare which is a creative possibility.
Forced Exit: The Slippery Slope from Assisted Suicide to Legalized MurderForced Exit: The Slippery Slope from Assisted Suicide to Legalized Murder by Wesley J. Smith
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And a word for those to whom suicide is no laughing matter. And an understanding why the taking of human life at all costs strips all of us of our humanity.
The Depression Workbook: A Guide for Living with Depression and Manic Depression, Second EditionThe Depression Workbook: A Guide for Living with Depression and Manic Depression, Second Edition by Mary Ellen Copeland
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And some real world advice for those whom depression is a reality...